Jealous

I wish I'd been a literature student, or a philosophy student, because I just want to sit around talking about big books all day. No one tells you when you get into history as an undergrad that all you're going to read are old periodicals, letters written in barely legible script, and missionary journals.

Ask me tomorrow, and I might love history again. Today I'm tired and envious of the TA I can hear talking to a student about Dostoevsky. Blerg.